Portland poetry haul

Oh hello!

It’s been a while, hasn’t it? I’ve been busy working but have managed to use my free time wisely. Is this what adults do?

Since it’s so hard to squeeze in “outside reading” (aka unassigned reading) during the regular school year, I’ve mostly just been diving into the works of others instead of tirelessly cranking out my own. And it’s been great! I’m inspired, I’m still writing, and I’m ready to write even more. I’m gearing up for my senior year of undergrad so these are all good things. When aren’t they?

Most recently, I took a little weekend trip down to Portland for the hell of it. And Portland, of course, means at least one trip to Powell’s. In this case it was one all-too-brief sojourn, due to my being a poor college student and all that tired jazz. But I figured, hey, why not make a post about my book haul? That’s a thing bloggers do, yeah?

I ask too many questions in my writing and not enough in real life.

Anyway, here’s my $59 worth of gems:

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From top left to bottom right: Wu Wei, Tom Crawford; Quick Question, John Ashbery; Eunoia, Christian Bök; So There, Robert Creeley; Spring and All, William Carlos Williams; Selections, Gertrude Stein

A hearty serving of poetry. Wu Wei is actually a gift, shh.

Alright, that’s all for now. I promise to post some of my own work soon, once I’ve done the necessary tweaking and such. Cheers, guys. Hope August treated you kindly.

Why I do the things I do

I’m constantly on a mission to prove that what I’m doing in this world is worth a damn (aren’t we all?). Not because I don’t get an overwhelming sense of accomplishment every time I create something I know is good, no. Mostly because other people “just don’t get it”.

Alright, fair enough.

But really, would I spend as much money as I am to learn how to be a better poet/writer at a university while working exhausting 8 hour shifts at a small, horrendously busy grocery store to pay the rent so I can continue going to said university if I didn’t think it was all worth it? Hell no. No, no.

And the other night, walking through a part of downtown Seattle ripped open with construction, I was reminded of that.

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I wish I had a better camera on me that could give it more context but you know what? I kinda like it this way. This is probably a better depiction of the effect it had on me than if I described the scene in great detail.

So, yeah. Walking through Seattle at night, I see this across the street next to a construction zone and I read it outloud and I turn to my friend next to me and say “damn, how cool is this?!” and he says yes but I can tell he isn’t as psyched about it as I am and that’s okay. He doesn’t have to be. I am!

I don’t know who did this, I don’t even know if they would call it visual poetry, but it struck me as such. And in the midst of a summer that has dragged me through an emotional Inferno, when I feel as though I have no understanding of what I want or who I am anymore, it was nice to recognize a part of myself at an unlikely time and place.

Isn’t that what it’s all about?

Serials

One of our final projects for my summer class, in addition to creating a blog, was to create a chapbook in which we do some composting.

Not in the traditional sense, but the metaphorical one — taking materials you already have, breaking them down into a nice smelly soil, and watering it until you grow a tomato plant or an apple tree or a lavender bush. Breaking down the old to make new. Something this planet of ours has been doing quietly throughout the ages.

All quarter I’ve been splicing up tweets, Facebook statuses, texts, and even Craigslist personal ads to make poems. It was fun, it felt fresh every time, and I seemed to be fairly successful at executing it so with a nod from my prof I made a nice little chapbook out of them.

These are just excerpts from the whole, which contains 10 poems as well as an epigraph (shown) and an introduction, which my scanner decided was unimportant enough to simply not scan at all! But I win this round, thanks to Microsoft Word.

These poems are each made from multiple sources—tweets, status updates, Craigslist casual encounters ads, and text messages.

While most content on social media is discarded as meaningless, trite, and narcissistic, these poems serve to show how such shallow nothings, when spliced together, form a complex, powerful whole that presents us with the gist of all our offhand thoughts and feelings— frustration, loneliness, ennui, and an underlying, though often subtle, sense of humor.

Ten small testaments to the millennial generation and those who struggled before us.

The whole thing is made from a book called Basic Tools of Research which a good friend of mine gave to me because it said “a great reference for English majors” on the front cover. Thanks, Allan — your gag gift ended up becoming the backbone of something arguably more interesting (I hope).


Well, that’s a wrap on my summer course. Between this and my visual poetry class from last quarter, I’ve grown like a weed. I struggle now with making poems that don’t have a major visual element — not out of habit, out of… love? For lack of a better word, it’s love, I guess. It’s something I don’t see myself tiring of, and I can’t say that for most anything else.

K, after all that mush, I’ll leave you with something comical. I’ve mentioned before how my scanner likes to cut things up and send me chunks instead of a whole, and scanning my chapbook was no exception. I’ve been meaning to do something with all of these but for now I’ll just put the chapbook chunks here so you can see what I’m whining about.

Without further ado, my scanner’s debut visual poem: